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being busy with the project paper just now... thanks jalilah and dinie 'cause struggle hard for it! i'm proud of you girls.... i'm sorry 'cause i'm a bit *crazy* just now.. i'm... sorry... i know that i didnt do much on it... sorry... i just cant managed myself! i cant... sorry girls... but.. i know that i should not be like that.. i know that i cant be like that... i'll try to manage myself with it.. i'll... thanks 4ur support!:D

done a bit about the project paper...

other than that... i felt released today... after quite a long time i didn't feel that feeling... but tonight.. i did.. after a talk with you... hurm... there's so much challenges being your best friend... but as long as i know you.. i know that i should be strong and believe the friendship that we have created... 'cause i know you know me too.. thank you to you!:D thank for all your words just now... i really appreciate it! i do.. and i meant it!! i meant it... so here.. i wanna say sorry.. if i had disappointing you this few weeks... i just feel stress with all the pressure that they put on me... i know that i should be strong with it but i couldn't... 'cause i really feel down with all of it! I'm...:( I'm sorry.. and i really meant it... and for you... i think you need to rest.. 'cause i know that you are tired... but friend.. i'm proud of you... for me.. you are a strong person... you got your own problems.. even more then me... but you can managed it even you actually cant... but you can control it... nice! i wish i can be you... but i know that i cant.. i know i cant... but i know one thing that i can... it is being your best friend! please.. please dont go away from my life... i love our friendship more than others.... thanks 'cause be friend with me.. who is just an ordinary girl... thanks!:D

and and and.... being here right now.. posting this post while waiting for....... my eyes to feel sleepy... i'm happy but still sad... i miss my adik haikal.... wish that i'm at home right now...

"adik.. angah rindu adik... angah ader citer...."

huhuu.. i wish that i can hug him now... and crying on his shoulder.... 'cause.. he understand me.. even he is just a 6 years old boy.... "adik............"
*sobsobsob...*

hurm... got nothing to tell more... i just feel released today... released....

calm.heart.calm.

till then... papai all!!!
~winkywinky~
:D

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