♥sungguh!tak mungkin kerna sayang♥

heyya..
actually.. this post is not important at all.. i just nak legakan ati yang agak lara nie..
i was supposed to post this last night.. but i didnt have enough strength for that.. damn...!

hurm.. last night..
around 12.15 p.m..

you!

i met you!

after almost 1 year tak jumpe kamoo.. at last.. my doa dimakbulkan.. thank GOD!
it was a great birthday gift for me this year..

i'm happy yet ***

but.. i know! that's you.. no one else..

.saat itu.
.i looked at you.
.after a while.
.u looked at me back.
.then.
.when our eyes seeing each other.
.....
.i was suprised.
.it's you.
.yes! you.
.then.
.tersedar aku dari pandangan itu.
.pandangan kamoo.
.sakit melihat itu.
.aku berpaling.
.pergi.
.jauh.
.jauh.
.jauh.
.dengan doaku, semoga engkau berbahagia.

~sungguh aku mahu katakan ini~
*mungkin ade yang akan membenci aku dan berasa bosan dengan aku.. tapi ini hanya apa yang aku rasakan.. apa yang mahu aku luahkan.. sungguh aku sakit jika berdiam diri.. sungguh.. aku.. perlu..*
"***, *** da makin kurus.. nape..? makan x..? sehat x..?*** jage diri k..? doaku sentiasa bersamamu.."
even you didnt read this.. but that's it.. for you..just that..
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.at home that night.
.i was thinking.
.why did my ♥heart♥ didnt beating like before when i saw him that afternoon.
.think.
.then.
.i know.
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.tak mungkin kerna sayang.. cuma ada ketika aku terkenang.
♥
.kaseh_tieha.

nota chenta: sesekali aku terkenang.. sungguh benar kata pujangga.. cinta pertama amat sukar untuk dilupakan..


p/s: bertabah fatiha..
..keep smiling..
.ada yang lebih baik untukmu, yang setia menanti di syurgawi.
;)

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..sibuk hari-hari.. hari-hari sibuk.. sibuk sibuk sibuk..

oh! thanx GOD cause at last i got the chance to write my new entri today.. being so busy this week.. didn't have enough time for me to write the entri..

even to make a call to my friends since i got free call from celcom for my birthday!
*oh! membazir sungguh.sungguh membazir!*

~eh..suddenly, i'm out of the topic.. ehehe.. jangan mara ha~
;D

.oke.this entri agak panjang.memang panjang.
.harap maklum.
.so..cam bese.. xsuke pangkah.suke teruskan membaca.
.sekian berterima kasih.

after working for 1 week.. i just can have my rest just for a moment kot in the weekend.. cause.. there's so much thing's that i did this few days.. huhuu..

stories while enjoying my day's working..
there's a baby-sitter who got jealous of me.. and i dont even know why..
*jeling-jeling sampai terbeliak mata die kat daku.. sedey tul!*
but my bos said.. just ignore her.. oh! sungguh senang berkata-kata..
i was like.. d***...

hey you women! can you easily come to me and tell me what's wrong..??
haish!
i wish i can say that to you..
cause..
"ko da buat aku terasa nak quit la stupid! even i know there's nothing wrong with me.. well that's our bos said.. cause.. i did do everything that i should do.. so ko jangan ngengade tuduh aku macam-macam! geram betul!"
haish! ter'emo' lak tetibe.. sory terkasar berbahasa..
ko punye pasal la nie!
hurm.. that's weird kan guys..?? agak-agak nape ye..??
aku comel sangat tu da memang lame tahu da..
*giler perasan..lantak la..hahaaa*
aku speaking pun tu da normal rasenye.. name da ajar bi..
aku buat ape lagi ye..??

hurm!! stop thinking about it fatiha..
just do your work and keep working..
right guys..???
ganbatte fatiha-chan..
;D

..things on my birthday..
.20th may..last few days.
.working as usual.
.pupils wished me and sang a birthday song to me.
.zila took me back to my home.
.zila made a suprised to me.
guess what.. she bought me a birthday cake..

*oh! saye tahu ade yang nak cakap tu pun suprise ke..? kan kan..*

.well.. it was for me.. cause that was the first birthday celebration's for me after all..

*mase secondary school penah la beli kek apollo..letak lilin.. and tiup.. on my birthday too.. tapi ni cake betul wah!*
..on my 21st birthday in my whole life..
..thanx zila..

*oh! mase tu saya amat terharu*
~sobsob~

so.. we celebrated my birthday with noor too.. my bestie jugak..
*teman-teman sepermainan dari kecik*
just three of us cause the others tak cuti..

and that night.. dinner with akak baru and semua peserta anak angkat peringkat negeri.. di rumah MB.. hehee...

.program anak angkat dari sabah, semenanjung, and labuan di taman perumahanku.
.abah amik anak angkat.sabah.
.kami dapat perempuan.
.secara tak langsung.i got sis.
.oh! saye sangat suke beliau.
.name beliau kak izzah.
.so much activities starting on wednesday till today.
.gotong-royong.
.sukaneka.
.jejalan.
.chicken dance.
.pictures speak..sekian berterima kaseh.
.kerana bersetia membaca entri daku.

..hugsandkisses..
;D

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nape mase kecik2 dulu tali pusat kena potong ye..??ade sape2 leh tolong jawab x..??

arini daku sambut hari potong tali pusat daku..
*potong tali pusat tu.. dinie, my bestie punye ayat..*
getting older year by year! eh.. wrong! getting a year older.. hee.. hope for the best with the age of 21!
yeah! i'm 21 already.. da boleh mengundi!!! yeay..

oh.. nothing to tell yet about the day.. huhu..

just wanna wish a sweet happy birthday wishes to my TWIN..
..jejaka S..
*if you read this.. heppy bufday for you.. may GOD bless you.. may all your dream comes true.. may happiness will always be with you.. and thanx for everything.. thanx alot!*

and thanx for all the birthday wishes that i got just now.. thanx!

~hugsandkisses~
tieha
sayang kamoo semua!!!
mmmmmmmmmmmmmuuuuaaaaaahx!
;DD

nota chenta: pasti.. aku pasti dengan diriku.. dan sesuatu yang dijanjikan oleh-Nya..

..thank GOD kerana panjangkan umurku..

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i'm back!!!!

salam i wish to all...
hohooooo.. after quite a long time i didnt update my blog.. Ym.. n many more.. i'm back!!! wah.. miss blogging damn much!
actually.. i didnt on9 before cause i'm having some problems with my beloved lappy.. and the wifi at my house..
*kena fire ngan kilat!*
muahahhaa..
but..thanx to my neighbour.. she have repaired the modem this evening.. and here i'm now.. muahaha.. thanx la aunt cause mendengar rintihan batinku ini.. hahaha..

erk! too many things to tell.. story telling jadi nye.. muahahhaaa..

*warning!!!*
..this entry is too long..
nak tahu sile stay at my page..
*boleh la ready ngan popcorn ke air ke apeke.. heee..*
if not.. oh.. u can just pangkah2 je.. hahhaa.. i dont mind..

so.. here it goes..

..being really bored when i just stay at home.. do nothing except perkara-perkara wajib that everyone's will do at home..
..bowling with my mom, my neighbour and my bestie.. zila..
..waiting my beloved one's at home.. haikal.. back from school.. playing with him all over the day..
..talking and talking with my mom.. my bearbear..
..laying on my bed..
*main kira-kira berapa kali kipas kt umah berputar-putar*
best.. muahaha.. layan!!!
.. reading back all those novels that i like..
..went out with dinie and yeng at the bundle..
..repair my lappy..
.. have to go through with my other siblings which is so complicated! hate it!..
..seeking for a job..

hohoo.. those were all the things that i had going through during my holiday..
but! here... the most IMPORTANT thing that i wanna mention is... hee..

yesterday.. i have started working..
yesterday.. i had working as a baby-sitter at e-cottage kindergarten TASKA..

*sedozen daku dapat anak-anak.. lain mak lain bapak.. hebat kan..??*
they are very cute!
rock!
;D

and today.. and until the very end..
*unknown time*
muahhaha..
i'm working as a kindergarten teacher at e-cottage kindergarten TADIKA..
hee.. teaching 4 years old pupils.. sedozen also.. hahaha..
and also all the students there.. including 5 and 6 years old pupils..ha.. this one is like a baby-sitter also.. a bit..
huhuu.. cause.. i'm working at 6.30 a.m until 5.30 p.m.. office hour..?? nope!
deng~~~
it's because.. i'm teaching starting in the morning.. until the afternoon.. then.. lunch with the pupils.. after that.. i have to teach them for fardhu ain classes.. until 3 p.m.. and then.. it's time for the pupils to sleep.. and for me to rest a bit.. doing the ABM also.. talking and what not.. hahaa..at 5.30 p.m.. going back.. huhuu..

oh! penat berstory-telling.. mahu stop.. teruja dapat on9 ni..
*tak heran penat bekerja tue..heheee..*
so.. wanna read some stories from all of my blogger friends.. if larat lah.. hehhee.. so wait for my comments! hehehee..

hohoooo.. heyyyya!!! lalallaa... thanx for reading.. huhuu..

;DD

here..
..hugsandkisses..

nota chenta: for things i wanna change.. i must change first.. ganbatte fatiha!!!

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berterima kasih kerana suda tammmattt!

hostel

cafe
classes
presentations
notes
quizzes
English camps
final
uDm

oh! sayonara to all.. too many to mention actually..
*ceettt.. belagak je aku.. hahaa..*
ermmm.. i'm home right now.. with one feeling which i cant describe! haish!
happy
bored
missing
lost!

damn!
i'm happy because at last.. i'd finished my diploma last few days..
*oh baru diploma aku nie.. ehehe..*

bored when i'm at home with no one to share story with.. to laugh with.. and.. whole lot more.. and have nothing to do.. yet..
*oh.. ade keje kosong x kekawan..? saya comel.. oh!perasan. delete that. saya boleh jadik chekgu.. ehehehe.. saya butuh kerja! bosan disini...oh! tolong!*
(dengan muke kasihan... hish!)

missing.. yes! i miss my friends... my roommate.. my bed.. oh! am i..? miss lah my bed.. huhuu.. miss the oldold hostel.. miss everything lah..

lost! feel lost.. feel really lost! hate it.. miss my friends... huhuu.. teslians!!

overall.. i just miss all the memories..in uDm.. one of my precious chapter in my life..

hope to see all the teslians again.. sooner or later.. hope to have the convo for my diploma..
*oh incik vC.. silelah mendengar rayuan pelajarmu ini..*

hope to get a chance to continue my degree this july.. hope for the best to me and even my friends..

hope.for.the.bestheart.memories.heart

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