oh.i.know.that.dont.tell.me.that.oh.please.please!

story.for.today

sis: ateh, akak ase ateh cam pelik je arini..sepanjang arini..
ateh: ape kak..??
sis: ateh la..akak ase ateh pelik sangat arini..eh.. tersangat lah pelik lah!
ateh: erk..?? nape ek kak..??
sis: ntah..akak tak faham la ngan ateh arini..pelik.ish.pelik!
ateh: *wondering..thinking..*

sis: my rumet
ateh: it's me!

the answers.. sis.. ateh pun tak tahu.. pelik ke..?? bukan selalu camtu ker..?erk!

i dunno what's wrong with me today...
oh.PMS..?? i've grown up already.. i know how to handle that.so.delete that one. then what..??
*think.think.think*

then..?? wanna know..?? after i think.think.and.think.. then i've decided to take a bath first.. since it's already 8.20p.m..
.in the shower.i think and think.
*pelikkah aku..fatiha kenapakah..?*
9.50p.m.
done!come back in my room again!
*lame jugak aku mandi upenye..oopppss..*

sis.. i think i know why.. maybe cause i didnt take a shower yet. oh..?? before this oke right..?oke.delete that one too..
FINAL exam..??oh.. that's for sure.. but fatiha will never be that stressed as everyone can see it.. all of us are stress with the final right..??so... it's not a FINAL reason!
friends..?? oh.maybe this can be the answer. but why..?? oh. i know.. i miss them damn much!
*first answer.maybe.oke.maybe.*
family..?? oh..that's totally true.. i miss them.super duper miss lah!
*second answers.yes.this is true.*
me.the.only.me..?? oh.. i know... this is the FINAL answer!
yes this is the reason.oh sis. i got it! i know this is it!
it's just because of me.my ownself! the only me.yes.me.yes.nur fatiha!that's me.the only me!

heart whispering: fatiha.. you are a strong girl! you are..that's what your bestfriend said! you are strong..prove it to everyone that you are a strong girl! yes.. you are.. dont mix.blend all those things around you in one bowl of yourself! put it in a cup of you only. and let it be there.somewhere in yourself first. cause it is not too important right now. make it now fatiha. make it as your FINAL decision! oh.. oke.. fatiha.. trust yourself. you have a pride. that no one can under estimate you. and you will be happy.tidak pelik pelik lagi!*

fatiha: oke.baiklah! fatiha kuat!caiyok!!
*kinda self-improvement*
.the.end.

.sis najat and i.
*thanks sis! cause always concern about me..*
sayang akak lah!mmmmmmuuuaaaaahhhx!
~hugs and kisses~

noticed this word..FINAL! too many right..??

*as a remind for me.FINAL exam!oke.da.cukup merapu fatiha.STUDY!*


nota chenta: "cinta sejati adalah ketika DIA mencintai orang lain dan kamu masih mampu tersenyum sambil berkata, aku turut bahagia untukmu chentaku.."

*chentaku.. dengar ini..aku doakan bahagiamu..*
.saya tidak menangis oke.
;)

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