udah pulang aku ke sangkar...

erm... tika ini..aku udah di sangkar ku.. bersedia utk latihan peperangan akhir akan datang.. since da tau grup 4 dis new sem.. agk tension la.. coz... grup agk kelihatan tdk menggembirakan kot... hahaa... fatiha bersyukurlah...

*dush* heeheheee..

erm... supervisor pojek pper akhir pn da tau.. sem ni 11 jam kedit je.. yeay!!! jam kedit pling cket.. slu full je.. hahahaaa.. hope sem ni dpt belajar dgn baik...

caiyok fatiha!!!! ;D

lupekan segala problema... strive 4 da goal!!!! huuuu...

ok la.. mgkin lame xupdte blog ni after dis..

heheeee.. korang fhm2 ler nape ye..

neway.. aku pn doakn semua dpt hidup yg baik dis new year!!!!

di kesempatan ini jugak.. fatiha ingin mengucapkan hepy new year 2 evrybody!!!!huuuuu...

k la.. papai all.. nid to go.. where???hahahaaa... i dunno either..

lalalalalalaaa..

;D

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citer asalnye....

ermmm.... due to my post recently... asalnye.. aku mau crta pasal fmly2 ku... termasuk la sedare mare smua.... coz...best amt... da lame xjupe... but.. da wedding kac kami cann malican jupe.. hahahaaa.. tpi td... tetbe semua mood tu ilg... sbnrnye.. dari smlm smue nye mengelirukan aku...
erk... msti kamoo semua pening dgn kisahku yg xmule2 lagik ni kn..
erm.. act.. xtau nk stat mane...

*dush*

kt ppi aku!!! pdn muke...

erm.... alkisahnye... a bit about personal families prob.. erk.. i guess!! hahahaa..

erm... tpi.. ia melibatkan aku.. dia.. dan keluarga dia.. dan keluarga aku.. dan haish... mcm da libat semua keluarga la plak... sdare2 len skli...

BINGUNG fatiha!!!!!

tpi.. yg utama.. aku dan dia...

ha.. msti smua tertanye2 sape dia tu kan.. dia itu sepupuku...
yg amatlah kamcing dgn aku....
certa len.. hnya kami yg tau...
secret.... mklum ye.... heee...
wel...

erm.... aku cm dianggap salah dlm kes ni... argh.. aku ase.. xleh nk cite lak.. coz it's a real secret of me i guess...

*dush*

msti smua ckp aku gile kan.. tulis post ni.. tpi... mf la...
cant go on... i wanna share.. but i cant...

argghhhhh!!!! stupid me.... idiot!!!! WUTTA****

ermmm..... sory smue...

*sigh n sob2...*

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hidup saye....?????

ermm...
nk tlis ape ek..
haish fatiha.. byk yg awk nk tulis.. tpi npe.. npe xdp luahkan segala...???
ermmmm...sesungguhnya... sy amatlah sdih....!
awk smua nk tau nape..??? yg sbnrnye... sy pn xtau nk citer cane...
citer pjg.. nk pendekkan ssh.. ni bkn gurau2..

*sigh n crying..*

erm..... asalnye.. aku nk tulis byk psl cousin ak kawin semalam.. 25 Dis..
n byk la nk cite sal sedare mare n wut happened during da day...
but.. mood xde.. tpi..

4 maira..one of my fren.. kiter ade choc box yg wedding cousin kiter..nk x...????

*fuh.. maira.. aku hanya pura2 hepy.. coz terigt sal chat kite kt ur post*

erm.. k2..lupekan tu lak... aku nk smbung.. tpi....

aku xdpt!!!! arghhh!!!! tension amat!!! da blurrr.. nt laaa.. ape2 pn....
frens.. doakan aku dpt lupekan problem aku yg korang sendirik pn xtau.. heeee.. jgn marah k..

thanx!!!!!!!!!!!

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masuk penjara...????

huuuu..result da kuar da tadi.. meaning... da nk kna ke penjara blik... hahahaa... hostel la... adoi.. xsabar lak.. kikiii... *dush!!!* agak frust dgn result.. huuuu... erm... tadi pagi.. merempit dgn zila.. lalalalalaaa... best2... alamadnye... terjadilah jejak kasih antara aku dgn rkn sekelas aku dulu.. mse kt SS.. hahahaaa.. name die... xyah tau la.. tpi org pngil die.. *te'el...* lalalaaa... berjumpa di dpn bank.. lalu pertemuan itu melarat ke a&w di batu buruk... erm... bingung punyer el... aku yg kna treat die.. tpi xpe la.. da lame xjupe.. so... i'd treat him la... adoi.. den lepak2.. sembang2... agak best upenye jupe teman lama ni.. utk pengetahuan teman-teman.. dia amtlah kiut!!! *dush2* heeee..puji kekwn xpe.. heehehee.. adoi.. saje je tulis post ni.. menggembirakan ati yg lara.. huuuu... oleh kerana agak frust.. ptg ni n mlm ni nk peg TER kt k.ibai... nk p main bowling.. belasah jari pepuas.. pegiku itu bersama uncle n aunt dari johor.. hahahhaaaa... nsib bk xbw diri yg frust ke johor... kikikiii... k la... aku da tension amat ni.... nk pi bermimpi lak... kakakakaaa...

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bowling time wit my family... n my bestest buD!!!

ermmmmm............. here's some pics of da day...
bowling at TER k.Ibai...
maen bowling smpai puas!!!! hahahahaaa...*dush!!!!*

heeee...posing bersama bola-bola api!!!!

itukan...size kasut semut dgn ape ye..heee...

my familia!!! me... dad... mom.. n adik cyg!!!

bestest buDDy 4ever!!!!

here we are again...
*perhatikan gmbr di belakang..*
heehehehee...



da nk blik...papai!!!!huhuuuu...
i'm hepy.... sure????? yes i'm!!!!! *haish!!!*

:D

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girl's day Out!!!

hurm.... being bz dis few days...

dat's y i xupdte blog agk lme..

*wink2*

s i promised b4.. i wanna b hepy.. wit my frens n famly... yeay!!!

so... last two days.. meaning on monday n tuesday...

i went to KT BOWL astaka...

so... bowling time!!! hahahaa..

on monday.. zila, her mom, my mom, zila's bro, n i... belasah jari men bowling sepuas hati.. hahahahaa.. agk bengkak r jari... *ilex2* heeee...

erm.. no pics were taken..hahaahaa.. sory guys.. heeee... but... on tuesday..

da next day...
being bored at home... laying on my bed... early in da morning...

*beep* sms beeping.. hahahaaa.. bowling!!!
me n my frens... primary skul geng!!! hehehee... *gempak!!!*

~zila, noor, wahida, dayah, n i...

we've decided to spend time togther at astaka!!!

again... *4me n zila..hehehee*

so.. cm bese... reg names.. n den shoes...

*knl xknl akak pnjage tue.. smpai igt size shoes special aku... 3... hahahahaa...* thanx kak!!!

so..there we go...

kami men bowling.. bergurau ntah ape2.. posing maut kt lane bowlng.. buat lawak mmg klh r nabil raja lawak tu.. kikiii... xignore yg len da.. huhuuu... mule2..2 games je.. den up 1 more game lagik.. den again... up 1 more.. n again... oopsss... no2.. 4 games are enuf!!! hancus jari kami nt.. heheheee...

* jari xsarung cincin kawin lagi.. bhye.. kna jge... kakakakaa..*

den..after da pnt men.. prut agak lapar.. so.. nxt destination.. my aunt's house.. at panji alam.. *villa cinta AMY*

mkn time.. opss... not yet.. kmi teruja.. amik pics bebyk.. maklum la.. umh cm byk tmpt menarik utk kami pose maut!!! hahahaaaa... after dat bru mkn.. oleh kerana da ptg.. kami mkn pengat pisang.. aunt buat.. thanx ye aunt!!! cayang die.. so.. kmi mkn2... den..da knyg.. cont posing.. hahahaaa.. den bru undur diri nk blik..

so here's some pics of us...

erm.. terlalu byk pics yg kami amik.. n nk aku kongsi bersama.. tpi pnt la nk m'edit..

hahahaaa..da ckup la ni... huuuu...

p/s: dari atas sebelah kiri..

zila n i.. wahid n i.. dayah n me..

in da midle pic kami berlima...

dari bwh kiri... me n noor... *tiha*.. n again.. 5 of us!!!

budak2 comel kt kampung... kami la... jgn marah ha org kampung!!! kikiii...

den... juz now.. tadi.. bowling time wit my family... zila pun join.. best amat!!! more stories about td... sok je la ea.. pnt da.. pics pn xedit lagik.. heeee.. so.. wait n see...

papai all!!!!! i'm truly hepy... thanx to my frens!!!! cayang la diorg....

*wink2*

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dear frens...

starting from today....

i wanna b remembered as a girl..

who alwiz smile...

even when her heart get broken...

and the one dat could alwiz brighten up ur days....

even she couldnt brighten up her own...

dat's my promis...

i'll go for it...

frens...

thanx 4 evrything....

i'll cheer u up!!!! yeay!!!! :D

here's... my first smile 4 all... gotcha!!!! got me...!!!! :D

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i want dis new life!!!!!!!

slm to all my frens.. n viewers.... i'm prtty sure dat al of u think dat i'm stupid have a life lke me...
full of sadness... yeah.. it is... but now.... i'll deleted it all.... i'll b hepy.... 4 all... erm... whre shud i start ek.... shud i delete all da post dat i've made???? erm... i guess... nope... i wont.. juz let it be... so here's da new me!!!!!! go fatiha!!!!!! :D we'll be back wit more hepy stories of my lfe.... wait ya.... heeee... searching.........................................

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ketenaNgaN ini...

zila n me...same tshirt.. same sandals.. bestest buD 4 ever!!!!huuuu...cayang kamu....



haikal n i....dik..idung kite xsame la..hee...

adik suke betul die..comel la...cyg adik!!!!!!

aku suka akan ketenangan ini....

bercakap di telefon.. heeee...snap!!!

i love beach damn much.. to someone i love.. dis beach means alot to me..

time to go home....huuu..papai beach...

honestly..i'm realy hepy being here... i called did place... cendering beach... but.. real name is... pandak beach.. heee... juz 5mis from my home... best amat!!!!! dis beach.. means alot to me... my first love is here.... 4 him... i'll nver 4get u.. dat's y i'll alwiz come here... sayang..... erm....zila... thanx....

p/s: time: 4.00 til 5.00 p.m 13dec 2008...

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bOwling timE!!!!

huuuuu.. last nite at 9.00 p.m... my fmly n i togther wit my aunt n uncle went 2 TER... bowling time... huuuuu... guess wut... i wanna play 2.. since quite a long time la nver played... n there we go... cikdah and 2 frens, uncle, achik, mom, dad, n of course me... heee... we played 2 lanes.. so.. i'd go wit dad, achik n uncle... we r in 1 grup... den.. da games begin... hahahaa... so many funny thngs happened while playing.. dad wit his style... alwiz strike! caya la abah!!!! n da rest are good 2... instead of me.. hahahahaa... ok je aku main.... lalalallaaa... 3 games!!! penat giler la... huuuu...
aku xpernah rase sehaepy semlm being wit my own fmly... ntah la.. myb coz my fmly is not like others... **dush!!!** adoi..sdey lak.. ok.. 4get it.. abah.. ma.. adik.. n i... best sgt... smlm jugak la.. aku ase senang dgn abah... he make fun of me...thanx abah!!! 4 me... it's meant alot!!!! i love u!!! erm.. around 11.30 we went bck home... penat amt... after wat ape yg ptt... ape lagi.. time 2 sleep... but s usual.. i cant... erm... around 4 bru dpt tdo kot... ntah ape yg aku pikr... adoi!!!! but after all.... da bowling memories was great!!!!!

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nitE oUt wit aBg!!!!

ermm.. last nite... whole day.. i felt really bored.... nothing much 2 do at home... but den... around 9.oop.m... abg called me!!!! i guess... he wanna asked me 2 go out.. n...guess wut... it is!!!! i asked 4 mom's permission... n there we go... but... b4 dat..**dush2 kt abg** ...40 mins i'd wait 4 him... well... abg is juz came bck from kL... eid hajj nye holiday... so..juz accmpnied him having diner... since quite a long time la didnt meet.. i guess.. hahahahaa... neway abg... nxt time.. infom adik earlier la... so dat i can make da day out more happier....!!! after he'd his dner... we went to batu buruk beach.... best amat!!!! and... it's already 11... it's tme 4 me to go bck la... he send me home... thanx abg... hve a nice work at kL.... hop 2 c u soon again!!!!!!!!!!!

hermmm.... c.... mmg x bosan da after dat.. n i've had a nice slip after all dat day!!! thanx abg!!!!

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salam aidiladha....

ermm.... da raye aji pun... sdeynyer xdpt blik kg... anyway... raye kg abah ok la... huuuu...s long s i'm still wit my beloved fmily.... sayang smua!!! ampun maaf dipinta....
to all my frenSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
aku mohon maaf andai insan kerdil ini terlalu banyak dosa dengan kalian... sesungguhNya.. aku hanya insan kerdil.. yang tidak lari dari melakukan kesalahan... i'm not perfect.... so... sory...

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GOD saves US!!!

last nite... my family n i.... not included my 18 years old bro... was nearly got into an accident.. at 10.30 p.m.. on our way home after went to makteh's house.. my dad's car was 'terbabas' 2 da next road... it was realy suprised us... it's all happened in a sudden... after a 'creeekkkkkk....' sounds... da car was berpusing.... while my dad's is trying 2 make it stop.. it's raining at dat time... da road was realy licin i guess... so..it'll b more dfficult 2 my dad in handling da car...but he'd did it..to save his fmily!!!!thanx dad... lucky us... da car stopped.. all of us were in a shocked! but... in a minute.. my dad went out from da car.. so do i... meanwhile in a car...my litel bro was crying hardly...he's afraid!! but mom n my sis helped to calm him down... i'd took a looked at my dad's car.. in front... one of my dad's car tyre tercabut...n da car was like quite kemek kt dpn... lucky us.. no any other car were on the road.... which means alot 2 us... if there's a car.. i guess...no one will be saved dat nite!!! we called my dad's frens 4 helped... and only in 3 minutes.. dey're already there.. thanx to all... da car kena hantar kt workshop... well.. my dad said.. """old car.....""" but... we're proud of it!!! love SAGA!!!! then.. we went home... safely... with my dad fren's car...

ermmm.... thinking of da car is still in da workshop... it means... we cant go back to our kampong, gua musang... sory atuk n nenek... we cant go home... celebrating eid hajj 2gther... coz... da car is still in da workshop!!!! n well... it's raining heavily here... so sad.... huhuuu... "atukk... rindunye kt atuk n nenek..."
my mom looked like a bit kempunan xdpt blik... coz... we wil terlepas kemeriahan raya haji sebenar.... well... evryone's know dat... raya at Kelantan mmg meriah hbis!!!!!!!!

but... thinking of all things happened... we realized dat.. myb ade hkmah behinds all these happened.... n da most important thing is.... we are save!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thanx GOD!!!!!

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