♥especially for you...mother♥

28 february 2009
* happy bUfday mOther!!! *

dear my beloved mom... happy bufday to you... may GOD bless you... i lOve you so much... no words can describe my love to you... ;D

... my mother is now 41 years old.... hehehee... still young... i love her damn much! cant live without her... since today is her birthday... so I'd dedicated dis post just for her... last night I'd called her... asked her to come and take me breakfast today's morning... and treat me on her birthday...hehehee..

*poyo kan..supposed i yg treat mother*

well.. mother..you know why.. hehehee.... hope that i can meet her today.. so that i can give her my hug n kisses... huhuuu.. mother.. miss you... your the best mom in the world... who knows to take care of the family... do many challenges things... i'm proud of you mother... glad to be your daugther.... mother.. as problems occured... i know that you can manage it well... i'll help you... dont worry about your son.. trust me... he'll change one day... just pray.. and for the time being... and forever.. i'll be beside you always... always.... haikal and me will be the best son and daughter.. erm.. so do along and ang.... love you mother... angah sayang mother!!!

:::with love:::
~hugs and kisses~

your daughter
...nur fatiha binti ahmad daud...
*especially to my beloved mother*
...rasidah binti abdullah...
:)

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:::stop.stop.stop:::

stop... please do stop... stop interfere in my life... stop talking about me... stop babbling about me... stop make stories on me... stop interfere in my life... stop... please stop... cause i didn't interfere in your life... please stop talking about me girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stop!!!!!!!!!! it hurts me a lot.... stop.... i wish that you can be in my shoes... so that you can know the truth... the truth of all about me... the truth about everything.... i wish.... i wish.... but i do begging you now.... please do stop interfere in my life girl!!!!!!!!!!!!! cause.... i don't want to have a fight with you... please... i love you girl... i hope that you will stop interfere in my life girl.... stop... stop.. stop... it hurts me damn much!!!!!! please...

*begging...*

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::: i wish... :::

i wish u could know me better... i wish i could know you better... i wish we could know each other better... i wish i could understand myself more... i wish i could understand you more... i wish i could share everything with you... i wish i could be with you now and we could have some talks... i wish... i wish... i wish... i could be at home right now... so that i could be with you... i wish we could be a nice cute sibling like others... i wish.. i wish.. i wish... i could understand my younger brother more.. so that i can help him... so that my family will be happier than before... i wish he'll stop growing... i wish he'll always be my cute little brother like haikal forever... but i know i cant.. and he cant...

*ahmad farhan nazrin*
:::my younger brother:::

i wish i could know you better... 'cause we used to be closed before... i hope you can change your attitude... so that i can understand you more... and even ma and abah... so that... abah and ma wouldn't mad at you... and i can help you... so that our family will get closed even more... and i wish you could read this... cause you would know that we love you... we want the best for you... we want you to be a better man... a better guy.. a better son... a better younger brother... trust me brother... abah and ma just want the best to you... i hope you could change... please.. please.. please.... please change...i want my cute little brother back... cause i just have my lovely family in my life.... i love you all... miss you all... i hope that my family will be cheerfull again.. sooner... sooner.. i hope....

:(

*crying...*

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:::(",):::

being busy with the project paper just now... thanks jalilah and dinie 'cause struggle hard for it! i'm proud of you girls.... i'm sorry 'cause i'm a bit *crazy* just now.. i'm... sorry... i know that i didnt do much on it... sorry... i just cant managed myself! i cant... sorry girls... but.. i know that i should not be like that.. i know that i cant be like that... i'll try to manage myself with it.. i'll... thanks 4ur support!:D

done a bit about the project paper...

other than that... i felt released today... after quite a long time i didn't feel that feeling... but tonight.. i did.. after a talk with you... hurm... there's so much challenges being your best friend... but as long as i know you.. i know that i should be strong and believe the friendship that we have created... 'cause i know you know me too.. thank you to you!:D thank for all your words just now... i really appreciate it! i do.. and i meant it!! i meant it... so here.. i wanna say sorry.. if i had disappointing you this few weeks... i just feel stress with all the pressure that they put on me... i know that i should be strong with it but i couldn't... 'cause i really feel down with all of it! I'm...:( I'm sorry.. and i really meant it... and for you... i think you need to rest.. 'cause i know that you are tired... but friend.. i'm proud of you... for me.. you are a strong person... you got your own problems.. even more then me... but you can managed it even you actually cant... but you can control it... nice! i wish i can be you... but i know that i cant.. i know i cant... but i know one thing that i can... it is being your best friend! please.. please dont go away from my life... i love our friendship more than others.... thanks 'cause be friend with me.. who is just an ordinary girl... thanks!:D

and and and.... being here right now.. posting this post while waiting for....... my eyes to feel sleepy... i'm happy but still sad... i miss my adik haikal.... wish that i'm at home right now...

"adik.. angah rindu adik... angah ader citer...."

huhuu.. i wish that i can hug him now... and crying on his shoulder.... 'cause.. he understand me.. even he is just a 6 years old boy.... "adik............"
*sobsobsob...*

hurm... got nothing to tell more... i just feel released today... released....

calm.heart.calm.

till then... papai all!!!
~winkywinky~
:D

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::me.myself.and.i::

hurm... feel bored today... being busy... woke up early.. at 2.30 p.m... got an appointment with my project paper supervisor's... engku suhaimi engku atek.. at the faculty.. be there with dinie.. *jaa was not there 'cause she had a netball games*... so.. just three of us.. the discussion going on not really smooth.. 'cause we dont know where our project paper will lead us through the progress... haish!!! but.. still we have to do it.. and we think it back.. and after a tough discussion we ended up the meeting... dinie and i went to the cafe to eat! hungry already... but sadly.. there's not much choices 4 us... 'cause it's already around 3.00p.m i guess.. and then we'd decided to eat *nasi putih+ayam goreng+chille sauce* eat at nabilah's room... blablabla... and then went back to the room.. and then.. hahahaa.. sleep... and at nite... dinner.. and made the interviews for our kaunseling project... and then... then.... then.... here.. posting my post... heee...:D here with my roommates... sis najat! cool la sis.. heheeee... sleepy already.. but have to make an interview with someone regarding our kaunseling project paper... so.. eyes... be patient! huhuuuu.. waiting.....

:D

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...bored.chat.blogging...

huuhuuu.. since i was really bored today.. so I'd decided to keep myself online today.. hahahaa.. I'm supposed to sleep i guess.. but.. i cant.. I'm bored.. so.. there i go.. since we got to use this wifi.. I'd setting the room which is supposed to be like the room for us to do ironing and so on.. into this wifi room 4 my block... third floor.. * in the picture*hahahaa.. but i didn't wash the room yet.. not enough time lol.. maybe next time.. haish!!! out of the topic... forget it.. so.. here i'm.. online with nabilah.. whose interested to join me after I'd forced her to accompany me... hahahaa..:D thanx nabilah.. and.. and.. we are doing our own interest.. I'm sitting here on the floor.. chatting n blogging.. huhuuu.. bored...bored.. bored... haish!!!!!!!!!! erk... i think i have to stop here lol.. because.. got friends to have chat with... old old friend... huuuuu.. her name is hafiza...:D miss ya la.. okess... got to go... papai..

~winkywinkywinky~

:D

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wifi...??????

hahahaa.. wifi at uDm.. it's quite maju la.. caiyok uDm..

*aku da nak keluar baru ade.. ceh!!!!*

huuu... i was really excited.. kakakaaa.. xpun sebenarnye.. haaaa... but... since in was really bored.. so i'm ok la wit it.. now.. i'm waiting for the washing machine struggle to wash my clothes... haish.. so many la... and just now.. i'd finished my "bengkel sahsiah mahasiswa"...

*fill in my lapang2 time...*

it was really good at first... but in the evening it was just like they want to promote us to boycott ISRAEL... it was good to promote us that.. but i think it was not suitable to make it in that "bengkel sahsiah mahasiswa.." but.. well.. it's just my opinion.. huuuu.. guess what.. the first slot in the evening was making the A4 paper into a big circle... but before that.. we'd been divided into many groups... and my group's name was HEPTAGON... there were 7 of us in the groups... we struggle to make the circle.. patiently without any problems.. huuu..

*actually.. i dont know how to make it.. and i even dont know there was a game like that b4.. huuu..pity me..*

haish!!!!! but lucky me coz i know about it at last....:D

and and... you know what.. our group managed to make a big circle which 7 of us can get in.. but there was a group of 8 members trying to challenge us.. so.. we'd decided to fight with them... but.. our members were not enough... so.. we'd decided to ask helps from the facilitator to join us in the circle... there were 3 of them who joined us.. hahahaa..and and.. we managed to be in da circle... 10 members.... hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D and and.. with that.. we won the games of the day.. besides.. our group was also active.. agresive.. and many more... hahahahaaa..:D well you know me.. the most talkative person in the group.. fadh was also one of my members... go fadH!!!!!!!!!! :D we got this small hampers... but well..it's ok.. since the game was to us to be cooperative.. huuu...

*ape yang penting... kerjasama.... :D*

and..... to share with you my experienced during the day.. i was really enjoyed with the morning session of the bengkel... huuuhuuuu... it was about personality.. how is our own personality.. and we did this two inventory which were inventory personality sidek and inventory on colours.. and the dominan's result are.. i'm a ekstrovert person... which means... talkative... and i like to help people.. but... i'm full of this *kritik diri* i got 100% for that.. it was not ok! really bad.. i was unstable.. emotionally... physically.. and all lah!!!! haiya.... but.. it's true actually.. huuu... and as for the colour's inventory... i'm in a *blue* types of person... hah!!! it's not means ngarut2 tau.. well.. it' my dominan personaality..huu.. it means... i'm a romantic person.. loyal person.. friendly.. talkative... and many more... but i have many more bad too... huuu.. well.. nobody's perfect la cayam!!!! kan.. kan.. kan....???? hee... huuhuuu... i think i need to stop here.. wanna go to take my clothes la.. hee.. take care everyone!!!!! hallaluyyah!!!!:D

* share your smile.... :)*
~winky winky~

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calm.relax.calm

huuu.. juz went back from my nnek's house... 4 da tahlil of my late atuk... evrything r going smoothly today.. even most of our famlies hve to go back home earlier... since dey cant get long holiday... n dey nid to work... but it's ok.. we managed to handle da tahlil... al-fatihah 2 atuk again... hurm.... n now.. i'm laying on da floor... wit da laptop in front of me.. n notes on meeting n resume around me... i hve to prepare 4 da test.. since i feel so nervous... huuu.. GOD help me.. n n.. now i'm writing dis post n have some chat's wit frens... before i start my study mode.. heee... erm.... wanna write about something.. but i cant.. since my heart said dat.. i cant... hurm... it hurts... it hurts.... ........................................................................hate dis feeling.......................................................................

till den.....
got to go.. to study...
wish me luck...
:)
i miss dis calm place....
i want my heart to be calm s dis place..
i miss it...
heart.calm.relax.noproblems.

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i need to prepare for.....

hurm.. since last nite i didnt start my study yet.. huhuuuu.. cant study.. my mind is still thinking of atuk.. i know dat i shud accepted da facts dat he ws gone.. but u know.. it's hard 2 accept it... but i'm still trying.. huhuuu.. i know dat i shud not really think about it coz i hve to spend my time more on study.. yeah! study.. i have to study 4 my test which i supposed to take yesterday... but i cant.. so.. i hve to take it after i'm going back 2 da hostel... dis sunday i guess... n it's all about meeting... huuuu.. GOD help me.. hopfully i can prepare 4 dat.. b still can do my best on it! caiyok fatiha!!!! u can do it!!! huuu... erm.... n instead of da test.. i also have to finish up my exercise on da resume 4 da BIC class... huuuu.. it's hard a bit lol... huuuu.. haiya!!! fatiha.. come on.. u can do it... huhuuu..

"ok2.. i can do it!!!!"

hurm.... n guess wut.. now i'm infront of da laptop.. laying on the floor in my room.. wit my cute litel bro... haikal... n my cute litel cousin's daughter.. farah who is from jB..

*dey r laughing at me n keep asking me many question...suddenly my cousin's daughter asked me...*

" mak ngah mak ngah.. nk hntar message kt kwn2 ek..??? pjgnye.."

heheee.. kiut kan.. she thought dat i'm doing texting through da laptop to my frens.. heee..

*well.. i'm writing dis post actually...*

how cute...:D

haish.. i think i wanna cont my study.. so.. got to go now.. papai evryone.. wish me luck on my test!

here is da pic of my cute litel bro n his anak sepupu.. farah... hahaaa.. cute kn.. kn.. kn...???

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al-fatihah......

dis post is especially 2 arwah my atuk... due to some of my post b4.. i keep talking about him.. n last nite... he'd passed away... at 9.30 p.m... on monday... i was really sad.. but.. i know dat GOD love him more den us.... so we'd accepted da facts dat atuk had gone.. 4ever.. GOD bless my atuk.. "AHMAD SHAH ANAK CIK TEH".... cant write more.. many more to tell about all da things happend during da day.. but cant write more.. i feel so sad... :( sory...

dear frens... alfatihah 4 my atuk... al-fatihah.......

thanx frens!!!!!!

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dunno..... ;(

actually... i have no idea with da title of dis post.. wel.. i'm a bit blurred... being quite a long time 4 me didnt updating my blog.. since i'm quite bz.. hahaaa... juz finished da futsal games on saturday.. n guess wut... we won... s our team know... but.. s 4 da rules.. we lost 4 da penalty kick... 2-1... but it was so ok wit us.. s long s we know dat our team shud win... 4 da penalty kick.. but s 4 some reason.. we didnt.. but we r proud 2 be a winner.... huhuu... congrates my dear teammates!!!! caya la... :D

n s 4 today.. i'm still being bz with my family matters.. after da bic class.. i'd decided to visit my atuk at da hosp... n thanx 2 jalilah coz willing to send me at da hosp.. arrived at 11... i cant go in coz it is not visit hour yet.. so i called my dad.. n i asked him 2 send me 2 da clinic.. coz i'm not well too.. n there we go.. at da clinic.. da doc's said.. " fatiha.. same sickness huh..???" huhuuu.. well... i juz answered yes.. huhuuu.. n he gve me another medicines... argh.. again.. but.. i know dat i shud eat it.. i must take it.. 4 my own gud!!! caiyok fatiha.. take care... huuuu...

n after dat.. we go 2 da hosp again.. n i went to c my atuk.. n my tok nyang... huuhuuu.. my toknyang is ok now... but my atuk is still in critical condition's... but he's not in da icu room anymore becoz of some reason.. n my atuk is in 2 EF ward.. he's unstable... tenat sgt2... i hop dat he can survive more... coz... we love him... GOD... save my atuk... :( save him... plz.... save him.... plz... plz... dear fren.. pray 4 my atuk.. thanx!!!:)

n after being in about 1 hour n a half at da hosp... i'd go back home.. coz my mom was tired already.. n dat's da reason y i can updating dis blog.. huhuuu.. thanx 2 my sis coz lending me her laptop 4 a while... huhuu..:)

n now... i wanna go back 2 da hostel.. coz.. 2morrow. i hve a progress test.. huhuu... BIC.. hop dat i can prepare 4 it... *still worried about my atuk..*

hurm..... out of da topic... uDm hve put wifi at my block.. but i cant used it... still.. mybe next week.. hopfully.... huhuuu..it will b easier 4 us... huhuuu...

n... thanx dear frens coz reading dis post.. dont 4get 2 pray 4 my atuk's health.. mine is ok... huhuuu...

got to go.. papai..
:D

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:::sSSsssHHhhh...secrEttttt!!::

hurm.... dis is one of my pics at sekayu.. a trip with my teslian's frens b4.. fuh.. it's so cold being in the water but then.. cool lah!!! heee.. :D hve nothing to tell.. juz.. a secret of me... i didnt take my bath yet!!!!!! uish!!! relax.. dont punch me.. :D hahahaaa.. wanna go now.. take a bath while dreaming dat i'm at sekayu like in the pic again.. hahahaaa.. lalalaaa... papai...
winky winky everybody!!!!

\\(0_0)//

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fUtsaL!!!!

hahahaa.. starting from today, 12 feb until 14 feb... we have dis inter faculty futsal games..
haish!!!! so scared.. but since our team are OK..*kikiki..pasaN!* so.. go gals..

da members are...

our manager.. fadH..

n da rest..
jaa..
din..
yaNn..
mimiE..
zie..
nabilah..
zuE..
ariNa raihaN..
izzaH..
n last but not least..
tiha..

*naa.. it's me.. winky2.. :D*

n since we got a game dis evening at 5.15 p.m.. we'd decide to have a jog early in da morning today.. n we have had it juz now.. woke up early.. and at 7 we jog around the KUSZA campus.. but.. we jog without nabilah, zulaikha, n arina raihan.. coz.. i dunno.. huhuhuuuu... butt... i still jog wit da rest.... fuh!!! tired lol!!! but i'm proud of myself.. coz i'd jog n jog n jog n jog non-stop... :D it's kinda great things 4 me.. lalalaaaaa... n den after dat.. we took a break under the tree infront of our block! blablabla.. n then up into my room.. lalalaaa.. i had a short sleep.. n woke up again.. looking at jalilah n dinie prepared to go out.. n now.. dey r out.. without me.. huhuu.. :( but its ok.. i wanna rest.. lalalaaa...

:D

hurm.... hop dat we can do our best dis evening...

i'll tell u more about it after da games.. n mybe wit some pics of da day.. juz wait... heee.. n n.. dont 4get to pray 4 my team... wish us da best!!! caiyok gals!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

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still about my atuk...

today..he'll be in the operating room again.. another operation to go.. coz.. on his first operation which was on Friday.. he got inner bleeding... so.. still... he have to go for another operation.. hop everything's fine... coz.. i cant visit him yet after yesterday.. coz.. i have to go back to the hostel cont my study.. i juz can pray from here.. hop dat evrything's fine.. no problem at all... since yesterday.. there were many of my relatives from outside of terengganu went back visiting atuk at da hospital.. n dat's make me worried.. it's juz like my atuk condition's is bad... nauzubillah... i hop it's not true.. coz.. atuk have to be strong.. n survive to keep alive... atuk... wake up.. we are all waiting for you... n instead of thinking dat my relatives are here coz of my atuk is sick.. i wanna think dat all my relatives went back here 4 a holiday... n visit my atuk like they alwiz do if they come back here.. not becoz of atuk is sick... huhuuuu... can kn..?? kn..??? kn...???

erm.. being at home yesterday make me a bit sad.. seeing my dad keep worried about his beloved dad who r sick... cannot eat much.. alwiz go to the hosp.. sleep there.. n all those things... he'd sacrifice evrything... dat's a prove dat he love his dad damn much.. n dont want his dad to go.. away from dis life... he's hoping his dad will survive... n get well soon.. very soon! atuk.. i hop dat too... erm.. n thinking of it.. make myself.. love abah damn damn much.. i love you abah! my abah is da best dad after all... i cant wonder wut will happened to me if my dad's sick! i dont want it to happened... dear GOD... protect my abah... n also his dad.. my atuk... erm... GOD... save my atuk... erm... till den..

*plz pray 4 my atuk's health.. dear frens..thanx.. :)*

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wHy..????

today.. i keep asking myself.. still.. why.. why.. why... since a few days ago...

about wut..??? i dunno how to tell.. but still.. it's abOut me... myself!

argHHHHHHHHHH...!!!!

actually... due to one of my entry b4...

i still... still...

still..............................................

want to love da person dat i'd mentioned b4.. eventhough he dont know... coz.. it's my feeling.. n i hve rite to do so.. kn.. kn.. kn...??? n i want it tooo... :) so my truly hearts... do ur jOb... love... love... not being love... but i'm da one... who r in love!!! *hahaha.. hot constroversy*

kakakaa.. juz kidding la evryone... :D
erm... when will i got my.....................

*da one*..............?????????????

have u got one..???
can u share it wit me...???
i mean.. ur da one.. heee...
:D
hahaha.. stupid.. who wanna share their *da one* wit u fatiha... find ur own la.. heeee...*duSh!!*

alright2... i'll... but... yeah.. still searching... hee.... i do admire someone... but u know.. juz admire... n i hope dat i'll hve my da one.. juz like him... s da way he are.. so... it's easy 4 me la.. coz it's juz like i've already know him b4.. so i dont hve 2 spend more time to get to know each other.. kn... kn.. kn...????

*well u know.. it's hard to find a guy who really love u n know u n accept u s da way u r n wanna be wit u till da end of his life n n n n n..... so many n..........................*

hurm........ i hop dat i'll have one... to be loved to... to share love wit...n many more la...

*dusH!*

actlly... it's sounds funny 4 me wen i think about dis.. n yet.. still share it wit all of u..heee...

"sy malulah... p/s: smbil snyum menggedik2 malunye..kakakaa..:D"

hurm... it's being so long 4 me to have n feel dis feeling again.. coz... u know... b4 dis.. i hate love... n i hate guys... n i dont trust dem at all.. n i.. hish.. so many to be mentioned.. stop2... huhuuuu... but now.. since i hve dis feeling.. n i do fil it.. so i juz let it grows in my heart.. wit juz me know who he is...

*actlly, still searching... kikikikiii..:D*

hurmm...... dunno wut more to write.. so frens... i think i'll stop here den... wit my heart full of loVe.... heheeehheeeee... dont be jealous hah... come join me... hahaaa..

*winky winky winky... :D*

papai...

:D

p/s: plz pray 4 my atuk.. hop dat he'll be ok soon...

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doakan kesejahteraan atuk saya...:(

salam evryone..

being so long didnt update my blog..

sory.. coz.. cant on9 at da hostel..
lucky today i can create some post if i have enough time...

i'm at home rite now..

juz arrived.. after visiting my atuk at Hospital Sultanah Zahirah kT...
he's at ICU rite now after some long operation starting 10 a.m dis morning until 4 p.m dis evening.. juz b4 i went to da hosp... i'd went to sekayu wit my frens.. released stress.. i supposed i didnt go.. but den.. my mom said dat my atuk is ok b4.. so i'd decided to go there..coz i'd got permission from my mom..

*can't tell more about it... my atuk's prob is more important.. sorry..*

continue... den.. on my way back 2 da hostel.. my mom's called.. said dat my atuk is in ICU.. so.. i'd decided to follow dinie's going back home.. her father send me at da hosp...

*thanx a lot dinie..:)*

at da hosp..

erm.. I'd went to the room..
I'd saw my atuk is still in coma.. so many wires on his body.. i bet.. it's hurts.. huhu.. atuk.. get well soon.. i love u.. we all love u.. erm.. :( mybe dis sunday, my atuk willl hve another operation to go.. hop dat he will b ok..
sooner... really hop dat...
da docs said dat mybe my atuk got cancer... nauzubillah... really hop dat it is juz maybe... maybe.. maybe... atuk.. wake up.. there's so many things we can do it.. still... together... 4 82 years old grandpa... u r strong.. i know u... wake up atuk...

dear frens... plz pray 4 my atuk health... hop dat he'll b ok soon... thanx 4 ur pray... may GOD bless u all... thanx... :)

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i'm ok now!!!!!!!!!

today.. i wanna declare one thing.. one important thing to all...
it is about me...
u know wut........

today.. today.. today...

i can 4GET HIM....

at last after a year... my heart can 4gET HIM.... yes!!!!!!!!!!!!

well done fatiha!!!!!:D
*HIM is my EX!*
who is he... i cant mentioned.. 4 his own sake..

wel...

i'm really heppy rite now... since my heart can 4 get him... can 4get him all... n it means... i'll open my heart 4 another love....*if i get one..* heheheee.. but still... i dont have one..

~my the one...~

wen will i get my the one.. i dunno either.. juz GOD knows all dat.. n 4me.. i juz can pray to GOD dat i'll have one one day... meanwhile.... i juz continue my day wit whole lot more things to do...... huhuuu... but u know wut... actlly.. i do admire someone... but juz admire... coz juz dat i can do 4 da time being... coz... even my heart is open to be loved.. still i'm not yet confident wit myself... n n..... he dont know about it..

hahahaaa...

it's weird.. but quite funny.. coz... i've admire him.. hahahaa... i'm sure all of u *single girls like me* have ur own admire... kikikii... wanna share..??? kakakaa.. it's ok.. i have nothing to share too instead of wut is my heart feel now... since... it's hard to 4get someone dat u'd love b4... trust me.. u nid more time.. even if u said dat u've 4get dem.. but still... in ur heart... u still thinking of it.. not much.. but still... so do i... but today.. i feel dat i can 4 get HIM all... i'm not quite sure about it.. but... i know dat i can.. coz.. i'd thrown away my one year time juz like dat.. nothing.... instead of keep thinking about HIM.... n trust me.. now i realized dat... i'd wasted my precious time.... so now... i will try to appreciate it all!!!!!!!!!

go fatiha!!! go gal!!!!

grow love grows..
:D

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